The Tent: A safe place for shepherds to reflect together
RegisterRegister   Log inLog in 

Wilderness

 
Post new topic   Reply to topic
ShepherdLeader.com Forum Index -> While Shepherds Watch Their Flocks -> Day 1: The Wilderness
View previous topic :: View next topic  
Author Message
youngock



Joined: 01 May 2013
Posts: 5

PostPosted: Sat May 25, 2013 8:19 pm    Post subject: Wilderness Reply with quote

I had some very difficult times while I grew up in a small town in South Korea. My family could not afford my education. I was forced to stop going to school when I was in 7th grade. I helped my parents make a living doing some chores at farms and orchards. Meanwhile, I was diagnosed to tuberculosis and was told that I had only 10% chance of survival. I also suffered from carbon monoxide intoxication but was resuscitated by a stranger walking by.

I was always a churchgoer when I was young but was not a truly faithful Christian. I considered myself lucky for overcoming many health and financial issues. I also earned a GED while working all day long and studying late into the night. I even furthered my education to college and graduate schools. I thought I was capable to manage my own life until 1996. At that time, I had a successful career as a professor and was preparing to come to George Washington University as a visiting scholar.

Life is unpredictable but I never imagined that I would suffer from an unknown origin of fear. Once I closed my eyes in bed to sleep, I would feel like it was the end of life. When I drove in a tunnel, I felt like it would collapse on me. I could not step into elevators because I felt as though the cables would snap, leaving me falling endlessly. I felt the fear everywhere, even inside my own house. I desperately tried to seek medical help but it did not work for me. This terrible condition continued to bother me for many years, until I realized my calling in 2002. Accepting the call as a shepherd also saved my own life from wilderness.
Back to top
View user's profile Send private message
Display posts from previous:   
ShepherdLeader.com Forum Index -> While Shepherds Watch Their Flocks -> Day 1: The Wilderness
Post new topic   Reply to topic All times are GMT - 5 Hours
Page 1 of 1

 
Jump to:  
You cannot post new topics in this forum
You cannot reply to topics in this forum
You cannot edit your posts in this forum
You cannot delete your posts in this forum
You cannot vote in polls in this forum

FAQFAQ   SearchSearch   ProfileProfile   MemberlistMemberlist   UsergroupsUsergroups   RegisterRegister 
Log in to check your private messagesLog in to check your private messages   Log inLog in 


Powered by phpBB © 2001, 2005 phpBB Group